Friday, October 1, 2010

Everything in Time

Everything in Time........
Some people are probably wondering why I chose this to be the title for my new blog, but i can assure you that its not just something i thought would be a "good one" or "good idea"

everything in time is something that it very heart felt and it stems from Romans 8:28

"And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to his purpose for them"

This verse speaks VOLUMES into my life, and I have decided that it will be my life's verse. these words have been there with me through thick and thin, difficult and easy. In my life there has been many things that i believe have lined up with exactly what this verse says. When I recieved the letter of acceptance into the University of Washington I was ecstatic. I thought that this was the direction that my life was meant for, I felt like I had purpose. But what I didn't know is that my life already had purpose, I had already been called and I was already headed in the direction that God wanted me to go. I was right where God had wanted me to be. As the summer came to a close and my first year at UW was about to begin, it became very clear to me that I was not meant go there. After everything that I had strived for and worked for (and paid for), I knew that it ended there! Was i supposed to trun my back on God's direction? I don't think so!!! I was upset, confused and frustrated. I didn't know why God had allowed this dissappointment. As time when on, I would soon find the niche for my life and discover the true passions and desires in my heart. I now know that I have been called by God according to the specific purpose of my life.
It seems like every week there is something new and exciting, as well as something dissapointing and frustrating, but I know that God will always be there and things will always work out for what is BEST for me. I may not always understand or see the big picture but I know that it doesnt have to make sense, because in time I will see it unfold. there has been some very recent things that have happened that are very exciting, but have not panned out in the order or way that I have understood or planned. Through these things though, Romans 8:28 has been even further burned into the fabric of my heart, mind and soul. I know that God wants me to be fully prepared, fully equip, and fully ready to depend FULLY on Him. In time everything will work out and I believe that I will NOT be dissapointed.

thanks for reading!!!!!!

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